Window shopping

It was dark and that made it infinitely more frightening. The taxi driver dropped us off at the end of street so narrow that the small car could not go any further and pointed forward with a wave of his slim brown hand into ever more narrow and less well lit alleyways. The stores were open, crowded places honeycombed into every crack and crevice, jammed so full of merchandise that removing one thing might bring the whole city down like a delicately balanced grocery store display. Lights were on. People walked. But there seemed more men than woman and more shadows than lights.

The dark changes everything. It might have been a friendly scene in the sweaty daylight. It might have been enchanting.

We wandered forward, our white faces and heavy packs marking us “other” if not “targets.” There wasn’t any turning back. It was one of those precipice points of travel. If we found the little hostel tucked back here in the ancient, labyrinth streets of Marrakesh, this was a grand adventure. If we had to spend the night on the stifling street in the questionable dark, it was a dangerous disaster.

We found it. A tiny, arabesque arched door tucked into a niche gray with grime led to a tiled white entry hall too narrow to turn around in. We bumped each other aside with our bulky packs and laughed, glad to be inside. A winding tile stairway spiraled up, up, four floors with our packs brushing the walls on each side and the sweat running down our soaking backs beneath the heavy load. And then through another arch and we were on the roof. A cool breeze kissed us on the cheek. Lights and arches and minarets spread out in every direction, a fantastical rooftop city. A fountain sang softly. Moroccan tile paved the roof with blue and red detail.

Our room was to the left, behind a painted wooden door with an old fashion skeleton key. Four bunks, but we had it to ourselves tonight. Other young travelers lounged on embroidered cushions in the common space, smoking or drinking, writing in journals.

We ventured down and out again into the now friendly winding alleyway. No longer alien, but home base, our street, the key tight in my sister’s palm. We found a tiny convenience store. One row of shelves stocked with batteries and toiletries rose to the ceiling above the proprietor’s head and a cooler full of coke sat at his feet. Cold cokes in hand, we retreated to the rooftop oasis to sip and laugh and congratulate ourselves on braving the travel gauntlet to this tiled gem tucked high above the market alleys of Marrakesh.

The next day, we window shopped, gaping for hours at stunning Moroccan tile and textiles, spices, gold and silver work. It was a bustling shopping district, not at all intimidating when the bright, unrelenting sun banished the sinister dark.

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Yesterday, thanks to a fabulously dear friend, Matt and I had an entire day to ourselves to shop for our addition. We looked at tile and flooring options and fixtures, but in my secret, fabulous sunny day to ourselves heart, I was window shopping. I wanted to find the perfect antique leaded window to set as an architectural detail in an interior wall between the shower and our new master bath.

The whole day, wandering through a few antique and “upcycled” furniture shops, flipping idly through tile sample boards, sipping a glass of wine in the intimate garden of a local restaurant that is only open for these brief three months of summer a year, reminded me of days past. When we parked in front of Brown’s Building supply, I saw row after row of outdoor bays stacked with windows pulled from demolished 1920s houses. Patience, I thought, it’s here. It could be here. There were lots of leaded glass windows. They were broken or bent or too large or too small. Except for this one, covered in cobwebs and poorly painted white many years ago. Matt had to balance six or seven huge windows upright in the bay so that I could slide it out and fall in love.

For no reason at all, or maybe for many reasons, tile and sunshine and free time, I’ve been thinking of Marrakesh ever since we wrapped our treasure in a blanket and loaded it in the car. There is nothing like finding the perfect gem, hidden out of sight under the grime.

Speaking of gems, have you discovered pinterest.com? It’s sort of a social media sharing site except that you’re sharing digital inspiration boards. I’m just getting started, but I am head over heels in love. This is my master bath board. My home page with all of my boards is here. But I’m new at it and my boards are sparse; go and get lost in other people’s inspiration.

25 Responses to Window shopping
  1. Karina
    July 18, 2011 | 12:58 am

    This made me cry, but I don't know why.

    Thank you for sharing, it's a beautiful window btw.

  2. mssharealot
    July 18, 2011 | 12:59 am

    Love the window, it is gorgeous! Also love pinterest, just got started yesterday, will have to figure out how to follow you!

  3. Suburban Correspondent
    July 18, 2011 | 1:45 am

    My son is arriving home from 6 weeks in Morocco today! I hope he brings back memories as enchanting as yours.

  4. Anne
    July 18, 2011 | 3:32 am

    Love the window… I have two leaded glass bookshelves and a leaded glass built-in china hutch in my 1930 ish house… all original. I have promised certain death to my husband and children if any of them EVER causes any harm to said glass. :-) Can't wait to see it put in…

  5. Gayle
    July 18, 2011 | 8:58 am

    I could totally get into the same search for the perfect thing, but alas, I live in Alaska, where no one, and I mean no one, cared to truck anything so wonderful thousands of miles. We do not find such cool treasures…but if we could, I would. So glad you and Matt were able to do this, with wine, without children. Perfect.

  6. Magpie
    July 18, 2011 | 2:26 pm

    that's lovely, both the travel memories, and the window that holds them now.

  7. Lyndsay
    July 18, 2011 | 5:34 pm

    No no no – don't do it! I've been doing my darndest to NOT go on Pininterest. Because I know I'll never come back. But really I know it's only a matter of time.

    (Glad you found your window.)
    :)

  8. Amelia
    July 18, 2011 | 9:37 pm

    I loved this.
    I can not wait for after pictures!!

  9. Kristina
    July 19, 2011 | 2:18 am

    I've been stalking your blog for a long time. I had to comment on pintrest. I totally know what you mean by getting lost…I get overwhelmed and forget my own to-do's.

  10. That Janie Girl
    July 19, 2011 | 3:21 am

    I LOVE that window.

    Can't wait to see the final result.

  11. Just Two Chicks
    July 19, 2011 | 4:29 pm

    Love the window and love the imagery in your writing!!! It's perfect!!

  12. Lisa L
    July 19, 2011 | 11:37 pm

    the leaded glass? just beautiful. i've not ever seen anything quite like it. my husband's morocco experience wasn't nearly so lovely! he ate food (spiced with cilantro)which made him so deathly sick that, to this day, he cannot face cilantro. the memories! lol

  13. Jeanne
    July 20, 2011 | 1:26 am

    I have a stained glass piece featuring a loon, surrounded by little rectangular prisms hanging in a west-facing window and every time I see it casting rainbows on the carpet, I smile.

  14. Vodka Mom
    July 20, 2011 | 1:51 am

    i adore that window.

    But I adore your way with words even more.

    (sniff.)

  15. Lady Jennie
    July 20, 2011 | 2:28 pm

    Beautiful window (door)?

    I have been in scenes like the one you describe. I didn't usually find such an oasis (I'm thinking of ChungKing Mansion in Hong Kond, which I think is now condemned) but really anywhere you can close the door and lay your things becomes your oasis.

  16. Momo Fali
    July 20, 2011 | 11:15 pm

    That is beautiful! The story…the window…all of it!

  17. MommyNamedApril
    July 21, 2011 | 12:57 am

    love it. love your stories. you make me feel like i'm there with you.

    i am a pinterestaholic.

    :-)

  18. Claire
    July 21, 2011 | 1:53 am

    Thank you thank you for introducing me to pinterest. I love.

    Also, as an aside. Thanks to pinterest I have just found out what a mud room is.

    See I come from lil ole NZ and I had never heard of a mud room. All this time when you talk of Matt building you one I have imagined him building you a room out of mud. Like, somewhere in your back yard, a mud-hut-room so that you can hide out and do womanly things like crafts. Much like a man might have a garden shed, i assumed you had a mud room hut. Made out of actual mud. And I imagined Matt with his hands all covered in clay-mud sculpting it with his bare hands (in my imagination it was quite a large hut-shed so it took him a lot of time to build).

  19. mosey
    July 21, 2011 | 2:33 am

    Have I mentioned lately how much I love you and your writing? Well, no I haven't because I've been away but I'm back and I sure missed you. Can't wait to see you face-to-face in short order. I'm going to, right?

  20. bunnysmom
    July 21, 2011 | 8:58 pm

    Love this!! You have such a way with words.

  21. Kerry
    July 22, 2011 | 2:31 pm

    Got on this morning to see the video-super cute and cool!

    Love your window and love your imagery in this travel story–made me nostalgic. So nice to catch up with both with you and your writing this week! xoxo

  22. Galit Breen
    July 24, 2011 | 3:19 am

    I love the dreaminess of this piece. i was right there with you finding gems.

    Also? I love that you and Matt see value the same sparkles.

    XO

  23. Elaine A.
    July 24, 2011 | 4:19 am

    I love the image of the "cool breeze kissing" your cheek. Thanks for taking us there with you…

    And congrats on your find! I find it interesting that I read this on the day that I found a cedar chest at a flea market that I am SO excited to refinish and retool. EEK! :D

  24. The Empress
    July 24, 2011 | 5:20 am

    I need you to show me pinterest and what all the hubbub is about…

  25. The Mommy Therapy
    August 1, 2011 | 2:26 pm

    LOVE that window. How fun to have a day to yourselves to work on something so personal, so important to build for the future. I'm glad you found what you were looking for.

    What a bonus that it reminds you of such amazing memories from the past.

    Thanks for sharing.

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